I just finished working out. Why can't exercise wake my brain up as well. I wish it would then life would be easier. I am not a coffee drinker. I don't handle the stuff well. I went out for coffee once with my dad about six years ago and it made me go all weird. One large cup caused shaking hands, a racing loud heartbeat and the need to pee constantly. It's just not worth it. Jesse can drink a whole pot of coffee and not get these symptoms.

I invited my sister in law over this afternoon. My brother is marrying her in less than a month so I want to get together and chat about that and help out with whatever I can. She helped me out so much with my wedding because well I didn't care much about mine. I hate weddings, I hate thinking about them so preparing one is torture on me. Yes it was fun in the end but if I didn't have people planning it out for me I would have called the whole thing off.

Never tell your parents about eloping. EVER!!!

I will help out my sis-in-law though. She just moved here a year ago and doesn't really know too many people besides the ones she works with. Her family all lives kind of far. I would hate to live far away from any of my family. I would need to have someone in the same city to help keep me sane.