Fall is really in the air today. It just feels so cool and strange outside, like the world is in a very unexpected moment of change and creating a whirlwind of sensations. I also like it because it makes my house feel cozy and warm.

Even though I'm 27 weeks pregnant and very immobile, I feel really great inside. I feel loved and appreciated and I love and appreciate everyone in my life. Normally I feel like I just don't put the thought into it as much as I should, almost as if I take everything I have and cherish for granted but today I am on a happy high that I could cry about it if I chose to.

I miss my old house too. I lived in this beautiful old character home with Jesse for a while and some of my favorite memories happened there. I can't quite explain it but it has a lot to do with the feeling of fall and having people around all the time and just always having a good time. I would spend a lot of time just laying in bed with Jesse on cold days. We had a fireplace in our room and I remember all the porcelain dolls on the mantle that would stare at us.