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Not well
1:49 p.m. Oct. 19, 2004
The current mood of burntautumn@accesscomm.ca at www.imood.com


Ugh, it's horrible outside. So much snow.

Last night I woke up choking. It felt like something was stuck in my throat and I scared the crap out of Jesse because I was gasping for air and I guess I was sounding sort of freakish in the process. After all that was done and over with my diaphram really hurt but I was too tired to care. It was already 2am.

Then at 3am Jesse got called into work and that phone call woke me up. I could not fall back to sleep because I was having a creepy dream before that. All the excitement in the middle of the night left me feeling quite tense and almost panicky but I was thankful I was so tired because it passed quickly.

I just want to crawl back into bed but I can't. I have a stupid appointment this afternoon that I cannot miss.


I need to do some calming art.



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