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A teeny update 2:34 a.m. Aug. 30, 2003
Hearing: My Dying Bride - Into The Lake of Ghosts I just woke up a while ago. I fell asleep twice today for more than two hours. I was so tired. I can't believe how tired I have been lately. I look pale and my skin is cold. I'm trying to get tired again so I can fall back to sleep. I really wish that Jesse didn't wake me up. I felt his body press right up against mine and it was nice at first, his hands were so warm, then he got a little too warm for me and I just had to break free. I told Jesse about how I think one of his friends is a total hottie and now he won't stop teasing me. It's annoying, it feels like he's being an annoying big brother and I just want to punch him. I am not going to hear the end of this. I regret telling him, but I couldn't help it, his friend is hot. It takes a lot for me to be attracted to someone. I miss my dad right now. I'm really hoping he will give a surprise visit this weekend. He does that occasionally. Anyway, I should try head back to bed. I'm sure if I lay in bed with a pair of headphones on in the dark I'll fall asleep in no time. |