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My throat is getting worse. I drank some honey lemon tea yesterday and it soothed it while I drank it, but as soon as I stopped, so did the soothing. Now my ears feel plugged up, like i'm sitting in a box, faintly hearing what's around me.

I went to Jesse's family thing yesterday, well we went for like 10 minutes, then left to the casino for about an hour, then went back for around hour. It was alright, it wasn't as bad as the first few times I went, when everyone kept silently staring at me like I was some kind of freak. I am very different from them, they're very plain people, mormons to be exact. Then there's me, the gothy-hippy girl who really doesn't look like I belong in that family...at least they're nice, and I think they're getting used to me or something.

My mom and younger brother and sister came back from that spiritual gathering. They got to see healers and readers from all over the world, while living out in nature the whole time. They're all crispy and burned now. I really wish that I could have gone. I went two years ago, and even though I was having some bad morning sickness the whole time, I liked it. I got to see a healer who taught me how to do some things.

I'm kind of watching the Beastie Boys Sabatoge video right now. Beastie Boys are so cool, I've liked them since I was just a wee little girl. I wanted to be a Beastie Girl when I was 13. Of course that only lasted a summer long and then I found Nine Inch Nails.

I didn't go to bed until late, my mom didn't get in until after midnight. We all sat around and chatted a bit, then my sister and I left to the 24 hour drug store and then drove around talking. We finally got in around 3:45am.