This Mortal Coil

Right now i'm eating cheerios and wishing I could go back to sleep. I just want to sleep the rest of my life away.

I just want all my favorite comforts around me. I want to feel safe and watched over. I feel so small, so insecure and vulnerable.

I want to hide from my own dreams, my own fucked up thoughts. I wish I could just turn off my brain, my heart and never have to feel again.

I'm just tired of everything and everyone.

I have nothing left to give.

Drowing in a darkness, a silence. No one there, just my eyes. It doesn't matter if I open or close them. I'm bathed completely in the empty space, making my body feel so light, like i'm not even there. Everything fades slowly. Everything becomes numb.