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bursting heart 7:49 p.m. Jun. 14, 2002
Pain hidden underneath my skin. Pain hidden so deep, and ignored. I feel as though I have not been myself. I'm stuck in a stage of loneliness, not just from the world around, but from the most important person, myself. I can't forgive fully, I can't focus fully. I feel as though I can't live. I close down any flow within that carries the things that should make me happy and for unknown reasons. I cause my own evil, I cause this all my self. I make myself sick. I just want to melt away and end this silent crying in my heart. A heart so full of darkened red emotions, ready to burst... |